dumb internet!!!

I must get this typed up before my internet goes again! It has been so bad the past few weeks that it wont load a page without reloading it 10 times. Its so frustrating and I just don't have the time to sit and reload over and over again. I guess its time to call the provider.

Anyways I am just so excited right now. This is so worth reloading blogger a million times.

This morning I woke up and still half a sleep walked by Ryan and he says "whoa Elsa you just looked really skinny when you walked by the mirror" that wakes me up a bit. So I walk back to the mirror and just stare as I wake up more. I have been struggling the past few weeks. Occasionally not eating the right things or skipping out on the gym. I was in like a funk. The past few days I have been working hard on eating right and working out.

Right so I run to the scale as my stomach starts flipping, I'm nervous to see if it will even break 148. 146.4 it says. I don't believe it so I got off and let it reset. 146.4 again! I am so excited about this!! Thank you Spartacus workout and a few other circuit workouts! I do them in my garage! We just ordered mats too!

Another thing that made me feel really good was, one of my friends that Ryan works with came back from a 6 month deployment. I saw her at the grocery store while I was at work. I welcome her home and give her a hug and she says "you look different did you lose weight?" inside I was freaking out because well that's a good thing to hear! I forgot that back when they all left I was almost 160. I keep forgetting that I have already lost just about 10 pounds and managed to keep it off. She mentioned it to Ryan too and it was nice to hear that again because well its motivating when other people notice !!!

While the internet has been down and I haven't been able to blog or anything, and had me thinking about my blog. I no longer like the tittle For Me, it just sound selfish to me all of sudden. So I may change the page URL and Tittle soon.